Boring was the night we met, both looking to escape the annoyance of uninteresting affairs. The boy spoke of activities unknown to me, fascinating was the passion in his voice as he jumped from subject to subject. I wanted more. Night after night, we'd tiptoe to the only light in the area, we'd laugh and smile at the topics we shared. It was perfection at play. He came to save me from myself with a hold so sensual and sweet I called it his strawberry embrace. He smelled like dirt and drove me into adoration. He'd lay on the ground staring up, hanging on my voice as I read poetry from the privacy of my journal. Whisper toned conversations fill
Anxiety With No Solution by rasberrydreams, literature
Literature
Anxiety With No Solution
I scribble on post-its hoping to remind myself to awake from the static dipped years. Reality, a tiny circular object swallowed to be felt. Medication calls out to my sanity. Expiration closing in, paranoia expected to arrive. I reflect back to a time of careless days but only remember mute sufferings. Perplexing hours intensify the ever growing mathematical equation. A figure being calculated in my desolate nights. Each thought divides and multiplies to form a sum of corrupt memories. Flashing pictures on parchment paper, too hard to kiss with fragile hands. Additions and subtractions, replacing and erasing irrational sentiments. I'm left se
She is nothing more than a 5 foot complication with a tint of mystery sweeping her curves. Artistic repetitions stream her mind with smiling innuendoes. Implications that lead her down a foggy spiral into a lost paradise. Others stop and stare watching her walk with alcohol flavored lips and a pacifier in hand. Corrupt harmony travels through her new fashion statement of a phone. Sounds of disappointment that never ring like love. Everyone became her Judah the day her boy---friend walked out the door.
He tries to reach me
we speak of my issues
he says the force of my feelings
will take me over the edge
I look at him with a passing glance
I tell him how I fear those feelings
He asks, "Why?"
Because they are huge not small
I don't have small feelings
I have HUGE feelings
big as the space between the sky and earth
"Talk to me of those"
Some people don't understand I say
My feelings are like those you have as a child
the hope that ripped through you
the pain you felt which made you cry
when I feel from my soul
I become that child.
A child with eyes of wonderment
filled with excitement at the smallest joy
When I see my
The Sacred letter – 3 by Samus-Merid
There are many meanings of life and it's purpose,
And some depend on what emotional status is left as the outcome,
After the situations of catastrophe, triumph or defeat,
But the real answers are those that lie beyond the worlds of ourselves.
And what other answers lie beyond the borders of our worlds,
Or what truths lay seldom discovered, past the edge of our minds,
I wonder how different the shores are in the waters of a pure soul,
Or just how much peace there lies, when we can listen to the whispers beyond our hearts.
I have found, that the cruelty, injustice, violence, torment and deep hurt,
The Emotive Letters - 13 by samus-merid, literature
Literature
The Emotive Letters - 13
The Emotive Letters – 13 by Samus-Merid
Why as humans, is it required that we suffer,
Either we hope for love,
Or have it, and lose it,
And write lines that "It is better to have loved and lost, than to never love at all"
When life is worse than that, life can get even darker than that,
When real life, the deeper pain of life,
Is that we dream of love, we wish for love, we hope for love,
And all we do is despair, because we find loneliness far too silent a companion.
And I am one of those,
Who marvels at the love that people lose,
And brood even more over the love I have had,
And dream even farther about a love that might be, the
-Fruits-
Life, the light that grows and diminishes, the very river in which we all flow, holds every peril, glory, emotion and concequence. Life as a whole is too immense, and would inevitably be our destruction if we did not spread it out with time. It is time that is yet another great mercy, wonderful miracle, one of the few true hopes. That hope being, that we have seconds, minutes, hours, days, years spread into moments, situations, seasons, relationships to feel, think, reason, experiment, decide and experience all of the rise and falls of life. From there the choices you make determine where you are heading, and where your desire leads
Hey Everyone, thanks for sticking with me even though I haven't been around much. I have completed this year of college and will soon begin the next. I'm hoping the courses will allow me more time but we'll see. I hope everyone is enjoying the Holidays. May each one of you have a lovely time this New Year.
If you have a myspace profile, just message me here and I'll add you to mine. I don't really want to post my link here.
Love you all, *hugs*
Drenched in fatigue, I walk out to bathe in Midnight's charm. The swimming silence provides distraction while I lose my cares to the sky.
Eyes close, inhale 1, 2, 3...
My ears welcome the articulation of your voice and settle for my exhalation
1, 2... I REMEMBER.
I look up only to flirt with our astrological signs that advertise our supposed destiny. Still I am, like a Latina portrait sketched against the texture of the ground. Rage disposed, stress aside. Comfort puddles in my soul as the quiet numbers slide off the edge of my tongue. So goes the night, counting stars to replace their sparkle with the letters of your name. The commotion
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